dear body

Dear Body,Im sorry i've been acting like a bitch with you lately. Sorry for yelling at you. I dont really hate you and I know I'm not suppouse to cry when i see you through the mirror, but i dont do that anymore and I promise I'll make it up to you.I think you're amazing. You've always been good to me. Thanks to that i havent step into a doctor's office for a long time, specially with all the damage i've done to you.You're not to big or too small.. I still wish you were thinner. Im sorry for not feeding you correctly, overfed you, the fad diets, and those stupid fast i made you go through. I really admire your strenght. You are pretty much stuck with me so.. you have no other choise but to hold on to me and hope no more stupid ideas like those cross my mind again.Dear Hands.. I love you so much!. I love how long and strong you are. my fingers have a good lenght and i like my nails a lot. Im sorry i paint black my nails that time that after taking the paint out my nails turned nasty yellow. I like you better when your natural. You should thank me i stoped biting you, You look way better now.Thank you for letting me do the most favorite thing there is for me to do.. write and type. :)Dear wrist.. One of my favorite features. I love how you're so small and strong. I like how you look with bracelets on.Dear arms.. You're ok.. i wish you were thinner tho. But you're strong and tan. and cover on birthmarks.. but that's what makes you two special.Dear Legs.. you're big too, I wish you were skinnier, but you've carried me around everywhere during all these years and totally accomplishing your goals, going from point A to point B, and that gives you credit. You're not the best runners but i like the feeling you get me when im walking. Thanks for being so musical, i love how you two find your way through the music. i love you.Dear Feet.. Sorry, u're just not my favorite. You have a pretty normal shape and the perfect size, but my nails are weird. Thanks tho, for carring me around and the feel of cold floor, soft grass and sand through you. Not my favorite but i still love you.Dear Neck and Shoulders.. I've always though you guys were the sexiest feature of me, because you're bony. I loove my neck bones.. and neck, i love you too but i wish you were a bit longer. Thank you two for supporting my head.Dear Tummy.. Sorry for all i've made you go through, you've been changing dramaticly a lot lately. I like you, no strech marks after all those changes. nicely done. Sorry for hiding you when goin to the beach or to the pool. I think u're too big to be shown, but u're not really. I promise you I'll do more exercise and that i will tan you more often.. you're probably the whitest part of my entire self.Face.. you're pretty good yourself.. you also have many birthmarks.. 22 counting the necks.i love how 6 of them form this path in my face making me look like the phantam of the opera. i like it :).Eyes.. you have a pretty good size. I like your shape and colour that matches my hair :) Thanks for showing me the world towards me. Thanks for being able to comunicate what i can not say with words.Mouth.. Thanks for allowing me to express myself. Your lips are just right, but they get dry a lot. Sorry for removing dead skin from them and leaving you that pale pink and white color on you. I promise i'll use chapstick more often.Sorry i've made you wait so long for your very first kiss.. im actually kind of proud about that.Im sure you'll do a great job when you finally get it. ;)I like the shape you get when smiling. I think you're cute.Nose.. Nice shape and size.. thanks for the smelling feelings you get me. Sorry for moving you in such a weird and annoyin way when i have colds. You're very flexible. I dont think you need to be flexible but you are, and it's ok.Ears.. Perfect size, i like you. oh and you're pierced too.. i like how you look with big and small earings.Dear Hair.. i like you a lot. i like how soft and straight you are. You are getting a bit wavy tho. It's easy to wear you and you give my face the perfect frame :). i promise you i wont ever dye you again, you look better natural. im sorry i've been cutting you in dramatic ways, like really short that time. ~ thanks for lookin good in short and not letting me go through embarrasment moments of awkardness with you. you were pretty good.i'm sorry i sometimes pull you out too, i cant help it. it's stress fault. I promise next time i'll get my hyper hands into something else. i wish you were more abundant, but you're not.. and it's pretty much my fault. Havent take care of you as well. thanks for matching my eyebrows and eyes. you make me lookin perfect armony. last but not least thanks for covering my bold head.. im sure i wouldn't look good without you, and just for being there. iloveu.